Why I am feeling shy
Four weeks gone,
I should better know, now I am not alone.
Some days before strangers were my world,
Now friends are the buzzwords.
I landed up here with aspirations in my heart and dreams in my eyes. Initially I was alone then I got some shoulders to bank upon. These shoulders continuously realize me of my graduation life where I discovered some strong and soft shoulders, those are always present for me. When I see around I can name some ‘FRIENDS’, not only I can ‘RELY’ but also I can ‘TRUST’, still there is a touch of uneasiness in the air. This happens, may be in the transition when people perceive you and when there is a clash between your actual inner-self and the personality that is being outcast. Anyways this transition won’t last forever, as you cannot always be what you pretend to be.
Twenty days past and it is still Grey to me that what MBA is all about I hope I will get an answer by the time I would be an MBA. Someone said MBA is all about planning, what I felt is that MBA is all about discussion. I have seen faces just discussing, discussing entire night, discussing in class, discussing in Mess, even in Bathroom. Sometime even they are not sure what they are discussing about but then it happens with all INDIANS, it’s OK as they are ONLY discussing. I have also discussed, discussed in lengths. It might be due to ample opportunities and culture at IIT that people do discuss a lot of things, from Social cause (imparting education to security guards) to Political cause (who should be IIT’s new director).
My soul is somewhat settled in hostel now and everyday is a new experience for me, everyday I unlearn something and some new things are imprinted in my mind. The entire journey started with small believes and believe me BELIEVE is the word I am carrying forward with me, everyday every night and every moment.
Ye shuruati pagg hai antim padav ke aur,
kabhi milegi chaiye to kabhi badal ghanghor.
Aaya the yahan; matr ek VISHWAS ke sath,
aur ab sunhara lag rha hai hatho me dosto ka hath.
Mehtwakansha hai kuch kar dekhane ke,
Aasha hai saafal ho jane ke.
Dekha ek khyab tha, panchi ban udd jane ka,
aaj mann hua khyab ko haqiqat banane ka.
aaj mann hua khyab ko haqiqat banane ka..!!!
